One day......one day this blog will not be full of post about how we are aimlessly wandering, trying to find our niche in home schooling. One day I will feel like I wake up and know where to lead my kids that day, and the goals that should be accomplished. One day it will not feel like a chore. One day it will not give me anxiety at night that I literally have to pray away. One day my friends (and blog readers) will be free from having to hear about my lack of direction.
One day my kids will not have a mom who is crabby when it comes to home school. One day they'll have a mom who is patient to the point of long suffering if needed. One day I won't have to apologize to them at the end of our day. One day it will all meld, and we'll all get it.
Until then, we will end hard days curled up in spaces of comfort.....snuggled down in love.....reading together as the trials of the day wash away. And then we will go to our own little nooks, with all our special things, and read some more....warm and snug.
I wrote this post a while back, while on my forced blog break. I was excited to come back here today and see that blogger gave up again on trying to charge me for posting pics. Since I wrote this post, I've been reading Large Family Logistics which I'm hoping will help me with some of the frustrations I mentioned above. I wasn't sure if I should post this old entry, but decided to. Some blogs are always so happy go lucky. But I'm determined to be honest in this space. My honesty in our home schooling journey has led me to reach out and receive help from some amazing moms. I hope my honesty here helps other moms feel "normal"......whatever that means, right? :)
I am HAPPY to be back in this space!!!